Kaleigh Johnson

03:48 pm: Nice work, Ryan. I wish we had been able to give you a better run, but you deserved the Cup.

( Private - Lizzie and Dempster may read )

12:59 am: [Private]
Two more days until the worst week of my entire life is over. Of course, the last two might be the worst because I just sent Okaasan the owl to tell her.

No, nothing could have been worse than yesterday. I think I scared Angelina today when she came by I looked so bad. And I was crying. Twice yesterday I threw up and it wasn't morning sickness it was because I was crying so hard and I fell asleep sobbing worse than on Tuesday and Wednesday. I guess I feel numb today. Thank Helga for silencing charms.

Numb doesn't even describe it. I feel dead, like everything happy has been ripped away from me. He didn't believe me at first. He told me it was a sick joke, then when he realized it wasn't he told me I was ruining his career. I was trying to trap him. He never loved me. I am just a stupid little girl. If I loved him at all I would have had it taken care of. He said what we had meant nothing to him at all, I meant nothing. I wonder if this is what a dementor feels like.

I hate him.

Oh Merlin, maybe I am just a stupid little girl. But I couldn't have "gotten it taken care of." I don't want it but I can't get rid of it, I just can't. I'm so scared.

I'm so scared. I'm only eighteen, I'm too young for this. I'm a little girl; I'm a stupid, scared little girl and I want okaasan.
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[Private to Lizzie]
Lizzie, what was that? How Why could they even think that?

Do my breasts really look that much larger? They're sore already from this, I don't need them getting any bigger on me.

I'm keeping the baby. I just owled my mother to tell her.
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01:06 am: Hexed to Hufflepuffs - hopefully it works
Desdemona and Kathryn, I've come down with some sort of nasty cold, so I want you two to run practice for me today, all right? If I'm not well enough to go to class I'm probably not well enough to play, but I don't want the rest of you to suffer for it.

I guess I'll be back when I'm feeling better.



...are the journals still acting up?

12:36 am: Apparently Saru-chan my journal really likes jelly beans. I can't keep it away from them.

Of course, now the pages are all sticky. Anyroad, break was pretty nice. I would have rather stayed here because of Landon to study for my NEWTS but I needed to go home for tryouts and for a job interview.

I'm a little worried about the try-outs. I don't think I played as well as I should have since I've been feeling a bit under the weather lately. I guess we'll just have to see. My interview with Gringott's went well, though. They seemed very pleased and said they'll get back to me in about two weeks.

I'd rather get a spot on a team, of course, but it's really nice to have options.

( Private )

12:41 am: Private entry
Oh Helga please no.

12:39 am: Ugh, something at supper didn't agree with me today. Did anyone else think the Blancmange tasted funny?

Don't worry though, I'm fine now and I'll be fine for the match tomorrow. I'm definitely looking forward to scoring more than a few goals on McCormack. This should be a pretty good one, too, since I think we're pretty evenly matched with Gryffindor as long as Gudgeon doesn't fall off his broom again.

If we lose, team, (not that we will) I expect four parchment lengths on what we did wrong and how to fix it, got that?

( Private )

07:44 pm: [Hexed to Hufflepuffs]
Team, that was an amazing practise today! Curtis, you were in top form today. Don't be afraid to ask for a short break if your knee is still hurting tomorrow, though. Dizzy, Xiu-Xiu, we had some really great energy on the pitch today. Galvin, I'm real impressed on how long you managed to stay on your broom, and Joey, thanks for just being on top of everything. Kathryn, McCormack's got nothing on you, that's for sure.

I feel really good about our match on the 8th against Gryffindor if we keep having practises like that one.
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( Private )

Lizzie, I think we might have gotten our Care of Magical Creatures textbooks mixed up. I left a few notes in mine and I think this is your handwriting in the margins. I'll leave yours on your bed, but I was going to do that reading tonight and I don't know where you have mine, so I'm going to use it unless I see you soon.

12:57 am: Hexed Private
Biggest bitch? I mean, I don't really think I am and from the response, I'm pretty sure I'm not, but... well, it's funny how quickly my name was written up there. And that ruddy lesbian rumour again. It's not true.

Nicest chest though... Well, I should hope so. I catch Landon looking at them, at least.





At least I've got Dueling Club to look forward to tomorrow. That will cheer me up.

12:25 am: [Hexed super, duper private]

I did something horrible.

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Melissa, Ragmar, I'm sorry about everything and I hope it doesn't make anything uncomfortable.

09:00 pm: Who the hell invented that thing? It's ridiculous.

[Private]
There is no way that Fairweather could be snogging MacFarlan. Absolutely no way. Right? I mean, when would he? I see her all the time, she lives in my room. When would she even have time to? We're together at Quidditch practise, I'm there during Dueling Club normally stay after to practise a little more, and then I get DADA help twice a week (or I DID) and...

It's just not possible. Logistically speaking, even.

But wait. He has looked rather happy lately. Is this why he said I shouldn't be spending so much time around him? Because he's snogging her?


Maybe I should watch her more.


Maybe I need to get out more.
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So, wait, when is Hogsmeade again?

04:33 am: Quidditch practise is canceled for tomorrow, Hufflepuff. But you should expect to work doubly as hard on Monday.

[Private]
It's rather funny, really, that he told me I should be concentrating more on Quidditch but here I go, canceling Quidditch because of it.

I need some biscuits or maybe ice cream. And a friend to tell
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Angelina and Rachel, Okaasan said she'd be sending us biscuits again soon. Did you get them yet? Can I have some? I haven't gotten mine yet.


And honestly, the rest of you are pathetic over all this mess. Can't you just grow up and deal with the fact you need to interact with people you don't particularly care for? You're going to have to do it all your life and you can't just start a petition every time it happens.

01:03 am: I'd really tried to avoid this journal, since the insanity in the corridors is already too much to handle, but this thing has been squeaking at me for two days and swinging around in the drapes on my bed so much that I really can't stand it anymore. More than I can't stand all this dance nonsense.

And speaking of the dance, I'm not going. I really have no interest in it, though I hope it's properly chaperoned. Does anyone know who the chaperons are? I suppose I would go if Land er Fairweather was there. I hope everyone has a great time safely. I also hope everyone in my dormitory goes.

I really don't understand why we call these journals, because no one even uses them as journals. I doubt anyone wants to hear about what I've been doing lately (study, Quidditch, study, dueling, study) and I frankly don't want to hear about anyone else's, though by tomorrow I might take that back if this talk about the dance gets any worse.

Quidditch went well, surprisngly. That doesn't really mean I'm pleased, since no one was playing anywhere near as well as they could have (Desdemona I'm looking at you), but we still won nonetheless.

I guess I should get back to my Defence homework - I've been having a horrible time of it this year.

12:05 am: Well, I've managed to fix some of the damage to Joseph. He's still green and tries to say something like "brrrrrrzzz" but he's no longer drooling or biting and I his arms are mostly right if not a bit twisted. I'm almost glad we have another week so I can try to fix him more.

This doesn't mean you're off the hook, Cooper. I don't know WHAT you let him get into but this is not okay.

You will take him while I have Quidditch practise tomorrow, right?

05:53 pm: Cooper, you had BETTER not have done anything to our baby. Of course, you wouldn't, right? Why else would Joseph be GREEN AND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH HM?

Or if it's not you, it's one of your little friends who thinks it's real funny to play a prank when someone's marks are on the line here. Or maybe it's an enemy; do you have enemies? The only person I think would do that to me would be McCormack but I doubt she could even manage a spell like that.

( Private )

I am not in a good mood today. I really hope my team is on top of their game at practice tonight

01:33 am: Honestly now. It's just an assignment, and I highly doubt any of us are going to be REALLY having babies soon.

Does anyone know who Buckley Cooper is?

( Hexed to Friends and those she's friendly with: Gwenog, Augustus, Dempster, Hestia, etc... )

10:40 pm: You are all pathetic. I know our first match isn't until December first but that doesn't mean you can be slacking off on the pitch for even one minute. I know you're not a bad team but you've sure been playing like it and until you start showing that to me we're going to be resorting to 5 am practices. I think I've been too nice lately - look at Ryan. He's cutting people who aren't up to par and maybe I should be doing the same.

And Jenkins, stop your complaining. It's childish and will only result in more laps.



Angelina, I'm sorry that Rachel and I don't have your gift quite yet, but it's in the post and will be here soon. Happy birthday though, did Okaasan send you biscuits again?

Gwenog, did you want to get together to study for Astronomy sometime? This latest essay is giving me problems.

12:36 pm: I have my hair back, in case you lot were wondering. Now you can all stop whispering about it, and let me make it easy for you to stop spreading rumours: yes we argued, yes we pulled our wands, and yes we hexed each other. That's all, so carry on with your lives.

[Private to friends]
I can't even tell you how horrid that hex felt. I think some firsties were screaming as they watched my hair grow back into my head. I'm lucky that she used that one though and not the one that just makes my hair fall out, because Pomfrey was just able to reverse the spell rather than grow all new hair.

It was all self-defense, by the way. McCormack really is a nutcase. Kathryn, thank you for standing up for me in Hooper's book.

Detention tomorrow with Fairweather. At least it's not with McCormack - everything he had available would interfere with one of our Quidditch practises and so to be fair he just decided to schedule them separately. It was real nice, though I see he was just being practical about it too - the detention for one person wouldn't matter to them much if they didn't miss practise and the other person did.

It was still real nice, though.
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I hear Rachel owled Okaasan, so we'll have to see what that brings.

11:19 pm: Hexed against first years
Meaghan McCormack, what is wrong with you?

01:41 am: It was a real tough decision this year with the Hufflepuff Quidditch team - there were some great fliers and some great talent, but I'm confident I've made the right choices. It's an older team, which isn't really the best when looking to the future, but they really were the best.

( Hexed to friends - which pretty much includes Gwenog, Augustus, Laura, Hestia - and girls on the team. )

09:45 pm: Well, Happy Birthday to me.

( Private )

It's ridiculous to still be surprised by E.L.V.E.S. at our age when we've had them for the last six years. At least we don't have to worry about them until April, and I'm sure they'll be a nice break from N.E.W.T. revisions.